This is Life... (Part:1)

Feb 21, 2013




Two death news in 15 days and I am so upset as I knew both , one was my relative aunti and other was a driver (we never called him driver , but uncle, as he was sort of my late father's friend...yes... my father had no hesitation calling him his friend or brother...).

Both personalities were at their best of gestures, I would SPECIALLY highlight my father who , even after 8 years of demise, is still missed by us, and all people who know him.
I was thinking today that we engage ourself too much in this world in other things, we fight, we struggle, we spend time , we want to get our wishes fulfilled, but for this FAKE world. We know we have to leave this world any second and all here will remain here whether they are our belongings, our families or our money.
 We struggled too much for this money, for our family and get our dreams come true but this was all for this world!!! what about our final destiny? what kind of preparation we have made for the final journey?
Am so so much upset, was already dis hearted on death of my father and then his parents ,,,now these close deaths...I just don't know what to say, what to do, what is the aim of my life? am I living my life Islamically? am I getting halal way of money, am I good at my intentions? what if its me next? am so confused and still sobbing, I know grief should be for three days but of course hearts sob for whole life, those three days are for world but rest of life its for our hearts..
I can't make this post long....world is super fast and no one has so much time to read large posts, I want to continue on this topic later, as I am as well in sadness and grief. I welcome any comments.

3 comments:

{ Asmaa } at: February 26, 2013 at 6:05 PM said...

Salam Alaykum Sameena,

Sorry for leaving a comment so late after your post.

To Allah we belong and to him his our return.

In sha Allah you are emotionally well and remaining positive about life <3 thinking of you

Colette at: March 7, 2013 at 12:44 PM said...

Salaam Alaykoum your a sweet sis masha Allah. May Allah ease your worries and give you high iman. AMEEN

{ Sameena Afzaal } at: March 15, 2013 at 4:10 AM said...

Thanks sisters I really needed encouragement....

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